what does ego death mean to u? i’m not satisfied w any of the definitions i’ve found

lobotomybarbie:

I’ve let this sit in my inbox because I couldn’t find the words and I still can’t but I just saw this quote by Alice Munro “Never mind. I invented you. I invented you, as far as my purposes go. I invented loving you and I invented your death. I have my tricks and my trap doors, too.”