hows this for a hot take…..depression humour isnt actually that funny
its incredibly boring and annoying to hang out with ppl who do nothing but say how much they hate themselves. grow past it
ur life will get better bc ppl will actually enjoy ur company and u wont be making them uncomfortable anymore
im not saying this to sound superior either bc i have Been That Person but ever since i. stopped doing it i have much healthier and more enjoyable interactions
i know its hard to drag urself out of that mentality but its not ~~~neurotypical, karen uwu~~~ or whatever to do what u can to help urself live more positively
also i speak from the experience of both being this person for a long time and interacting with people who do this- it’s incredibly grating on the people around you. if you can’t hold a conversation without inevitable bringing it back to you and how much you hate yourself, it gets incredibly tiring incredibly fast to try to have a casual talk. it can also be damaging for people who ARE actively trying to recover to be surrounded by nothing but negativity and fatalistic nihilism (again, speaking from experience).